Petals fall, from the bloody blackness of this rose, that cast its shadow on my heart.
I clutch the stem, thorns exposing the fact, that I cannot bleed now that im without you.
I want to cry, I want to break down, I want to prove I am human.
I am emotionless and immobile.
I am heartbroken.
Falling faster into this dark swarming of lost souls, I hear my heart beat for the last time.
I've lost my sense of time, as I wander through this quicksand of lost hope. Sinking... Sinking.
I hate the judgmental.
I hate the superficial.
I hate the subconscious dream world you drag me into every time I feel your embrace.
If I never got to say goodbye
Would you feel the hurt inside
That I feel for you, every second of my life.
Would you understand it, if I said I planned it?
Or have you not yet noticed, I've been playing with this knife.
Again I go giving up on love, even though, I still love you.
My soul feels like its punctured
You've stabbed me with you lies.
My feet can only move me, without a heart I have no guide.
you've locked me in your gaze, but have yet to know i cry.
Ive been chained here for so long now
all i see is black and red
I bleed because i need you, These scars are 'cause I want you,
I wish I could forget you, as I begin my br
You want to be happy, and I want the same.
But I'm engulfed in darkness, and I'm losing in your game.
I see in black and white, except the crisp blue in your eye.
Watching me, piercing me, the tensions growing high.
I'm sick of all the drama
I'm sick of all the hate
I'm sick of all the lies that i can't even explain.
I need you to know,
I'm not okay. Never been okay. Maybe never will be.
It's hard to go on loving you, it's hard to make things right.
Your the one I'm dying for, as i bleed tonight.
I can't be mad no longer,
When theres nothing you did wrong.
I don't quite know what happened,
But I wish that I were gone.
I want to